Do the right thing

It's been 10yrs...seems like yesterday when I first saw him but it's been a decade. I have to say that at times I'm still shocked that we've made it this far. Somedays I like him and somedays I don't and I'm sure he feels the same, but I am still in love with this person who seems like a stranger to me sometimes. But he makes me afraid, I saw a side of him many years ago and I know that person is still inside him, that's my fear. It's been years and he still strives to do the right thing, but it seems at times that I can never truly forget. The pain and the anger. I can never trust that he won't some how turn on me and tear me apart...again. SO as he strives to do the right thing I still continue to deal with the things he did that weren't. It's my secret and he would be devastated if he knew.