I'm hurting tonight and I don't know why. I just know it washed over me like a wave. I can't properly put into words what's going on but I know I feel it in a way I haven't in a very long time. Retreated inside of me to protect me from whatever is going on, but perhaps the threat is coming from the inside. I'm sad tonight and I haven't felt like this in a long time.

Tomorrow will be better.... right?