My break continues

I'm still writing without posting. I feel better so that's a + I know I'm blessed on so many levels but I continue to want more. I can't stop my mind and heart from doing different things so I have decided to let it go. I can't control everything and once I can get a grip on just being without worrying about things that will eventually show themselves I will probably calm down. For the present I am trying to maintain and find inner balance. I feel my love growing by leaps and bounds. Instead of being so deathly afraid of it, I'm going to try and let it go. It is what it is. I am what I am. I need to accept the future is just that the future and I can't fear it or what it will bring me.

Calm down girl calm down...live in this moment and embrace those moments of love when they finally show themselves.

My break continues....but writing is like air for me so I know it won't be long before I'm posting...