Psst......

How do you tell someone to get out of your dreams? I woke up in a panic, searching my mind for him. I hadn't thought of him in a long while. I thought I had put it to rest. My mind is now telling me otherwise. We were so close. When I think of him now I can no longer think of only the good times. It brings upon a sadness, a longing that invades the emptiness that is his betrayal. Did he really betray me? Can someone betray you without knowing it? Am I selfish to have asked him to give something he wasn't completely able? I close my eyes and I see that smile, hear his laugh. It hurts. I love him. I miss my best friend. Psssst...Juanito get out of my dreams. I hope you are safe. <3

Congrats on the promotion Nando...."hey it's the fuckin' Air force!"


miss you