So the day is getting closer. I'm trying to keep it together. Taking my meds everyday like good girl. I'm a little nervous, but people do this everyday with less than I have right now. School is screaming at me for hours everyday. It's my blessing so I can't complain out loud about it. I'm missing my sister, she seems so far away, but I can always pick up the phone when I get the chance. Some people don't have that either.

I have a sinus infection but I really don't have time to get to the doctor. Afraid the antibiotics will mess with my birth control. Better make an appt before it gets out of hand. I can't afford not to take care of me right about now.