Fabulous Fall 2007

He's leaving and I'm trying to hold it all together. I want him to have faith in me, like he did before my mental was all fucked up. I don't want him to worry. So I have put on my game face, but this is not a game. I need a plan. I need a schedule. I miss him already, but this is the life we have chosen. It is the life we live.

School is starting Monday. Algebra kicked my fat ass! But I'm going to fuck it up on the flip side. Still waiting to get into my program. March will bring him back to me and hopefully solidify our (my) future. I hope the board choses me.

I have scheduled my surgery for Dec. Keeping my fingers crossed that it will all work out!

Why do I love donuts....mmmmm donuts.