Right now

I ain't heard nothing in a long while and I'm okay with that. I need to let it seep from my system. I think a part of me is pissed and the other is relieved. I hate being used. I hate being lied to. I know where I'm at right now and I'm doing well with that. I need to give myself time to adjust. Every day I am given is a gift. I am my own greatest gift. Don't know how I lost sight of that.

and she says to me....

I'm running around the house doing regualr around the house stuff. Baby girl is running around after the dogs. Iris doesn't look amused, but Riley is loving the attention he's such a baby...just look at him

anyways

Baby Girl comes running back into the house to tell me "Mama the warm has come back, it's visiting us!" She is just too fucking smart for her own good, but she is right the warm is visiting us right now....just another reason I love her to pieces!

PhotoBucket and blah blah blah

I started a new photo album on photobucket. I really like it. Haven't loaded many pics yet but when I get the urge to, it gonna be something.

Got around to fixing some thing at the house. If you want something fixed correctly let a woman fix it. I need to finish painting the entry way. I'll save that for another day. My truck is all fucked up so I'm driving Big Daddy's truck. I swear that fucking thing growls when you drive it.

Have you ever been fucked so good that your mouth waters? I thought it was odd but hey I ain't complaining.

I found some nice pics of ED on the web. I swear she's going to make me stalk her and give the chocolate!

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Anybody seen spring?

Why in the hell do I have 2 therapists? I'm coming thru the other side. I can't wait for spring to be sprung! I hate winter. Trying hard to get back to the east coast. I have a new man in my life. Riley.

Valentine's Day=Sheep Herding

Valentine's Day is bullshit. I just don't understand why we as free thinking( wellmostofus) let companies wanting our money herd us into buying a bunch of overpriced shit. I see men in stores muttering to themselves trying to figure out what shit to buy their wives. If you ignore and/or show your lover less attention 364 days out of the year, why all of sudden do it on this one day? People are sheep. Some would say my hubster is the luckiest man on the planet(Isuckameancock) but people think he's lucky because I don't buy into all of the VD hype. He's off the hook on this one. He's not all the great at picking out gift anyway so it saves us the pain. VD=venereal disease it's all painful.

And Today....

SO I read the W. Mosely book and GoodGodDamn!! I swear I thought my clit was going to swell to the size of a golf ball. Good read, great recommendation. I have school tomorrow, not looking forward to it, but hey we do what we gotta ya know?

I finally realized today that I hate rap mcusic, it's just shit. Most of those fuckers are faking for the money. I hate it just wish those fuckers would disappear!