Right now

I ain't heard nothing in a long while and I'm okay with that. I need to let it seep from my system. I think a part of me is pissed and the other is relieved. I hate being used. I hate being lied to. I know where I'm at right now and I'm doing well with that. I need to give myself time to adjust. Every day I am given is a gift. I am my own greatest gift. Don't know how I lost sight of that.