Open Book

Am I an open book? I see myself as an emotional person, I'm a cancer, a moonchild so I'm affected by things people wouldn't even give a 2nd thought. I've tried to close myself off for protection, but when I'm open...I'm open. I have moments of terror when I realize I am no longer protected. It happens often, but I'm able to maintain. I think and rethink and the terror usually subsides. I've been hurt in my life on levels that scarred my soul, but this is who I am. I am not ashamed of the woman I have become, though I would like to make her a little less flawed...flaws are what make us human. Perfectly flawed I am. Flawed, in love,terrified, me.