It's the mind that matters

I'm back on my meds, for now. I'm feeling okay with that. It's not like the last time when I was in a panic when I swallowed the first dose. I've removed the stigma I feel because I've had to medicate my brain, it is what it is. ANYWAYS....

The side affects of the medication are sexual ones. I've been anxious about that but not to worry this girl had a plan.

If you want something bad enough the mind takes over, the mind can work joyful wonders.

I laid in the darkness wanting release so badly. I can feel his hands gripping my ass. I close my eyes and picture his hot tongue on my clit, slowly licking the wetness off the inside of my thighs. My nipples harden silently begging for their chance. I picture myself frantically pulling his head into my wetness. I whisper his name, begging. He delights in my urgency and consumes me.

I swear at that moment my orgasm thundered through my entire body. I wanted to weep. Just knowing one of the most private parts of me is still intact made me more joyful then I have been in a long time.


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