Him

I dreamt of him last night...it was the strangest things. It been so long since I've even thought of his name. I was so sad in my dream, everyone around me kept telling me I should go to him, but everytime I tried to go to him...something or someone was in the way. I hurt him so badly. I searched for him I could feel his pain but I never did find him. I never even saw him...what the hell is going on?