Flirt!

So I had to work today the day after turkey day...not sweating that because it's no big deal.

I went to pick up some framed pics my hubster wanted and I decided to walk around and check out some of the vendors. Just browsing...then I noticed that I'm being watch, not like "hey she's going to steal something" just a curious off and on stare of sorts. Thought maybe my kinky coily fro had scared another brainwashed brotha. I smiled politely and moved on, but I had to pass "the starers" booth, to get back to my hubster. I just smiled again because I always smile at brothas, it's a cultural thing for me. Never disrespect always love. So I try to pass and he just jumps in and says "hello" I say hello back and he just starts talking like he knew me. He smiled alot and asked alot of questions...I too smiled because his smile was contagious. His name was Ali, his smile was beautiful, brotha was chocolate brown and I just kept talking to him and he kept talking and smiling.
Men don't flirt with me, but this I am sure is a rare case of it.
Beautiful just beautiful

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I am horny as hell right now! Whew! It feels so good to say it but even better to do it. Sometimes I just wanted to be tasted right here >>> *

T.

Shut your mouth!!!

Can a sista get a little support? I mean damn I've doing the damn thing since I was 18! Now you want to talk out the side of your fucking face about kids not having shoes and being broke and shit. Are you more concerned about your bottom line or me getting my muthafuckin' head blown off.
Don't you think I'm scared? Never depended on a man my whole life, now I have to depend on one to take care of me and mine. That's a leap of faith that you can't begin to imagine in this lifetime. I see myself at your mercy, and that ain't a place I want to be so fuck you bitch!!! Your the man right? so do your fuckin' job take care of home and shut the fuck up about it! I'm going to get my piece of paper and bet long $$$ your going to be my biggest cheerleader and the first one in line to take advantage...gettin' your due! I ain't just doing this shit for me...I'm giving us stability on a whole 'nother level! Someone always at home. So who the fuck are you to say crazy shit to me...if you scared nigga just say you scared and we can handle this shit like two married folks!

Him

I dreamt of him last night...it was the strangest things. It been so long since I've even thought of his name. I was so sad in my dream, everyone around me kept telling me I should go to him, but everytime I tried to go to him...something or someone was in the way. I hurt him so badly. I searched for him I could feel his pain but I never did find him. I never even saw him...what the hell is going on?

Pulling Away

So I haven't felt like writing lately. I just felt like I am pulling away from me. I don't want to be bothered. I don't have another appt until next week. I didn't go to the gym today...fuck it I give up fuck it all!