Dealing..

I'm dealing with this shit on a daily basis. Trying to figure out where I go from here and when I go from here and if I go from here. Big Sis says to pray. I'm speaking with the most high on the daily. Running through this storm trying to avoid the hell (not hail). Ducking around my emotions that swing like a dead man on a noose. I am not angry right this moment, but I am hurt and confused and maybe just a little bit deserving of all this.