yesterday

I sat across from a little boy last night that looked like a mini you. The hair, the glasses, the face. I just smiled at him. I thought about you for hours last night. Running through fading memories, trying to keep them intact.

I still love you, the anger has faded. I miss you. I miss the times we just laid back and talked crazy shit to each other. Or how you would chill after your shift and hang out, breakfast at dawn. I miss you and me getting our salsa on in the da club. Dudes hatin' on us cause you didn't give a shit you wasn't a brotha. I miss the way you loved the hell out of your family and how you were real honest about their prejudices. I miss how you expressed yourself, sometimes tears sometimes laughter.
I.miss.you.

Nando I hope you are doing well, living out your dreams in Dirty Jersey. I hope your heart has found it's light and I hope she makes you happy. Remember it's hard work to love someone.

My heart is with you no matter how many year pass. Do you babe.

I'll see you in my dreams.