I can

I keep telling myself I will not be defeated. Procrastination has come to bite me in my lazy ass. Over confident in time is my downfall. Not even I can put more hours in a day, more moments in the week. I don't always use my time wisely. I'm getting better at kicking my own ass. I'm my own best friend and worst enemy. I slacked off and paid the price. I can not afford to do that again. I'm wasting this blessing and it's shameful. I am all over the place and there never seems to be enough time to sleep and at times I'm sleeping when I shouldn't be. So today is a new day, overcast and foggy, but it was given to me, it is my own little piece of opportunity. I can do this. I will do this!