I am destined...

While the tension between my shoulders is intense. My mind is relaxed.

I feel this energy running through my body like a freight train. Want. Need.

Within my grasps, but not mine...not yet.

It's like fever without the heat, rolling across my body. Resting between my shoulders... waiting.

What could have taken me over, simply took me.

Everyday does not bring opportunity to focus on the intensity of want, the intensity on the edge of need.

Hot with anger in one moment, weak from need in another.

Here I sit hot and stronger in love than ever.

Closing my eyes for this moment...takes me back to you, where I am destined to be.