Loving

I married him because I loved him. He married me because he didn't want to be alone. It is what it is. Does it matter where you start as long as you end up where you want to finish? I would say so. It does matter where you start because that start puts you on the a path. It does matter.

I had loved before. Love wasn't new to me. He had been alone before that wasn't a new state for him either.

So now here we are on what seems like the edge of something, what I'm not sure and I'm not sure I truly want to know.