Next?
I finally lost it.
I can't be that person. The truth of my hearts pain came out in a flood this morning. We haven't spoken since.
I screamed like my life depended on it, I needed to purge that anger before it ate me up, so I guess my life did depend on it.
It's broken and I'm not sure it can be fixed.
I don't know what's next for us, if there is an us.
I know right now I need me.
I can't be that person. The truth of my hearts pain came out in a flood this morning. We haven't spoken since.
I screamed like my life depended on it, I needed to purge that anger before it ate me up, so I guess my life did depend on it.
It's broken and I'm not sure it can be fixed.
I don't know what's next for us, if there is an us.
I know right now I need me.
4 Comments:
At June 21, 2008 4:52 PM,
Inmyownwords said…
I really like this video...I hope all is well...your posts have a lot of depth in them. I am here...my shoulder is always available for you to lean on. Holla at me when you need to. Take care...
At June 21, 2008 7:04 PM,
Anonymous said…
i commend you for your ability to be honest. you know your sisters are here for you. no matter what, YOU deserve nothing but positive energy in your life and i pray that you are on the road to attaining that.
At June 22, 2008 9:46 AM,
Poetry said…
Thanx Thelma you know I love you girl, trying to find the right road...don't know which one to take..
@Lib, thanx so much for the prayers, I'll gladly take them.
At June 24, 2008 11:56 AM,
Anonymous said…
sis, just checking in on you and seeing how you are doing
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