For the first time in a long time, I do not want to put my faith in you.

I'm scared of you in a way that is foreign to me.

I hear your words, but they are just that.... words. Words with no backbone, words that can not stand on their own.

I wonder if this is the beginning of an ending. I don't want that, but at the moment I not sure I want you.

I want to feel safe with you. For you to be MY soft place to land. Right now I'm just out there.
Just me.