Doesn't Matter

I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter but it does some how. I am stronger than I even know(Fil you were right) Trying to get my head in the game. Feeling pretty good(Apple Martini's maybe) Can't wait to get to Yoga tomorrow to release these toxins. Hubster is sick so no closeness and lovin' for this chick! Boo Hiss. Talked to KHen going to see him in Jan 07 can't wait. He says he misses me and I believe him, my birthday twin! Big sis is going thru some shit, I'll be there no matter what, it's selfish of me but I'm happy she's staying close. Need to call my parents. Need to finish my twist, they are crazy this time. Been thinking all day. Everything is going to be alright, right? You always have what you need, it's just sometimes you don't know it and think you need something you don't. I ain't making a bit of sense. I want to get nekkid turn off the lights light a candle and listen to slow jams.