Healing... Scabs....

If you have a scab does that mean the wound hasn’t healed yet? Does that mean you still feel the pain? I wanted to think that it was healed completely and I could just move on as if I was never affected, like it didn’t matter. But the scab came off after all this time. A scab I didn’t even know was there. My soul screamed ached and I wonder if it was just lies I had been telling myself. I needed to write about it so badly my mind and soul needed a release so I will put it here so I can heal completely this time…more to come…