My Day...

I HATE exercise! Started working out with a trainer this week. John doesn't play when it comes to his clients. I long to be one of those naturally skinny bitches who can eat anything and have a house full of babies and still have thin thighs and flat tummies. I just feel like crap because it is the first step in twelve. Still have all this Iraq shit lurking over my head. The crosstraining list came out on the 9th the list is FAT as hell and I hugged people I didn't even like because I see the chance for freedom. A way to stay and do my 20 and get that MBA! Trying so hard not to get my hopes up because I know the military isn't trying to give me and mine what we need not even close to what we want. So I'm trying to hold it all in and not get my hopes up but it's hard not to get crazy when the list has more than 3 jobs that I've been eyeing all year. I'm scared really scared. Scared SHITLESS

Holla
T.